As a hetero married man I have always been under no illusions that the choice I made many years ago to go the “straight route” may have been a mistake. Nonetheless, my desire to be with a guy again remained a fantasy for 20 years without scratching the itch. I was being very good, but it was driving me insane. I can’t remember what the catalyst was, but after googling nude male pics and finding this site, I made myself a...