I'm a married man. And I love my wife. She is my whole world, but i'm not monogamous, and she's not open to polygamy at all. Nor is she open to any of the things that I want to experience, so here's kind of the dilemma, I don't want to lose her, or hurt her in any way, but I also don't want to sacrifice my life as i get older. Recently I found myself suffering with depression, not yet clinical, but a big part of it is to do with the excitement i'm searching for. I've come to realize that the very thing I deem a hobby is SEX.

I cannot do with a prostitute the things that I want to do. That requires to be with someone who is equally invested in the time you have together.........

I'm inexperienced - so i'm really not a catch at all - from any angle, so why me???? damn good question, you're definitely worth a lot more, but what I lack in everything, I do make up for in enthusiasm, and willingness to please. So I do also see how you'd be lucky to have me........

I hope my honesty doesn't get me into trouble

Also:

Indian - If this is an issue, rather just say so.
Big beard
dad bod
Just turned 30
photographer & graphic design
dirty minded
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