Hopefully this account is now abandoned. I am spending time fantasising about sex that I could spending on thinking of inventive ways to make my house a home. Just realised I spent more time fantasing than speaking to wife this weekend. Of course can blame kids or her limited interest in sex but really I am just escaping into a fantasy world. Will rather do that with books and games than this. Writing this out to just clear my thoughts.

Back after deleting account. Not really sure why. Want the rush/excitement/fantasy of someone being interested in sex with me but also want to be a faithful husband. My wife must never know I was even on this site. I have a greater sex drive and am tired of hearing thatall I am interested in is sex while only on occasion having sex.

Married with kids and they take up most of my time so meetups will need to well planned (but not currently looking to meet). So far the fantasy of play is enough.

Some of my turn-ons in no particular order and none specifically critical. Redheads, freckles, petite build, most female posteriors (leggings are a weakness), beautiful eyes, shapely/fit bodies.

Some fantasies I have that I don't believe I will ever fulfil with my wife. Roughly in order from what I am most to least likely to actually try.

• 69

• Threesome (MFM/MFF)

• Anal (giving)

• Pegging

• If I had done the above and found it pleasurable MAYBE being mid of MFM (entering the woman as I am entered).
  I use the same handle (PiesangSlay) in a few places.