We all know how the lockdown put the brakes on every aspect of our lives including our sex lives. My biggest "miss" however is chatting and eventually meeting for fucks sake, literally! I miss arranging and going on fuck dates. I miss the chats via WhatsApp of what he'll do to me, or what I'll do to him when we meet. I miss the outfit selection, short enough to show off legs or open enough to show off my boobs or even tight enough to show off my curves and the look on his face when he sees my BBW frame or when he discovers that I'm not wearing any panties. I miss the anticipation of meeting your lover for the first time and feeling his lips on mine (both sets!). I miss the awkwardness of that first fuck, when I taste him, when my throat hurts from gagging on him, when his strange cock parts my pussy lips to enter me for the first time, when we fuck first and later introduce ourselves while recovering from the excitement of our first round. Even though we're at level whatever, I'm still hesitant to meet, in the meantime, I'll fantasise.