...my story continues....

After a devastating, heart wrenching break-up i thought i could move on....searching for the one thing you couldn't or wouldn't give me....

I found myself thinking about you constantly... it seems that you just went back to living your life...while my world stopped completely....

I envy her being able to touch you...kiss you and fuck you...if only you could see my value....

Fantasies of you consume my mind...every time i have the urge to orgasm, i turn to pleasuring myself, which doesn't come close to your hands on my skin, your lips kissing every inch of my body, your warm tongue sliding over my clit...or your hard cock entering my pussy....but i then use our video clips to imagine that its you....making my orgasms intense, but then im left feeling empty and not fulfilled....

Memories of us making love, sometimes just raw sex, keeps me wishing that things were different...

From bending over in front of you...your strong hands on my hips....your cock that slides into my warm, wet pussy, penetrates me slow at first, followed by deep thrusts, in and out of me...feeling every inch of you...to...full body massages that always ended up in a few orgasms....our sexy encounters on the milking bed, the sex swing, having sex in public, with everyone's eyes on us, whilst we only had eyes for each other...that was soooo sexy....

Every second spent with you was never enough....in mind, body & soul you have my heart...

No one blows my mind like you can....

Sad ending to a perfect love at the wrong time....and obviously i was the wrong person...

I Love You....❤

Jay....xxx