RAMBLE 3 My eyes open suddenly and I smile… I lift my hands above my head and stretch like a kitten after a bowl of milk…. My dreams so vivid in my head… Your angel eyes still fresh in my memory… They haunt my fantasies… I inhale sharply and close my eyes… Preparing myself I exhale slowly and relax my body…. This morning I start my day not as I normally would… I allow my mind to open and let my secret thoughts in… First I feel without touching myself… I feel with the other parts of me… I feel my emotions and languish in the pure bliss I have in my soul this morning….. I then open my mind and think… Aaaaaaah…. I feel a stirring already just at the memory of your messages … “My Sir “….. Those erotic promises you make feel like the satin sheets on my naked flesh…. I hold on to those thoughts and feel my body now…. Still not touching myself… I take my hands and touch the sheets… White …. Snow White satin sheets… I put them on fresh last night just to wake up like this for a certain reader… They feel cool to my touch, yet warm from my body, rolling in them the night before… I breathe in sharply then gently out and slowly caress my body with the sheets , I start moving my legs against them… The satin rubbing between my naked thighs… Virgin white sheets , against my caramel thighs… I start getting restless…. I grab the white sheets and raise my hips slightly off the bed … I sensually start gyrating them… Keeping my mind open I finally start touching my body…. I see your eyes…. The eyes from my fantasies… My body’s getting heated… I imagine they are your eyes , Sir… I slow my breathing right down and simply just touch my warm soft body… Stroking myself gently up and down my tummy and sides, the sensation causing my nipples to harden… The longing in my most secret of places becomes insistent …. I lift my legs up and squeeze them together… I can feel the heat between my legs… My little lady wet and hot…. Crying to be touched as she does every morning… But no not yet… not this morning… I move my hands up to my breasts and feel them as you would… my hands not quite closing over them, they feel warmer than my body and round and full when I squeeze them…. My nipples are hard and wanting to be noticed… I can feel them against the skin of my soft palms… I gasp quietly into the early morning…. My mind imagining you’re here now, I hear you whisper… “Good Morning MINE”… I pinch my nipples hard and roll them, I gasp and pinch them harder pulling them gently sending little shocks of pleasure through my tummy to the core of my most secret places… I’m throbbing… Squeezing my legs tighter I start clenching the muscles inside my cunt… I can feel the wetness run out of me and coat my inner thighs… My hands leave my breasts and stroking my way down my body I start to fantasize ….I feel your lips making their way to my heated wet cunt… I can feel you kissing me… I let my legs fall open and touch myself gently and sensually…. My wetness slick and hot to the touch… Lick me….. Please MY SIR…… I slide my fingers up and down the wet slit of my cunt lips…. I feel a longing inside me … A wanting of something more… I find my hard sensitive rose nub and circle it gently with my middle finger …. I then open up my heart and allow my inner wants to come forward in my fantasies…. “I want to be owned and mastered” I clench my cunt muscles at the very realization… My passion driving the very need in my soul to give away my safe-word forever…. I take my other hand and pinch my nipple hard …. I feel your teeth biting down on my nipple, pulling it… My body tensing up as the very reality of it brings me near… I start rubbing my clit with more speed and pressure allowing myself to reach closer the edge… I remember the promise I made to you and the madness of it rushing the blood through my body making me tingle… My tummy muscles start really tensing as I come close so very very close…. “I will literally put my life in your hands” The words this submissive promised to you… Oh Lord…. I think I’ve lost my mind. My passion is my craving…. To be owned and loved completely… My whole body tensing at the realization… I raise my hips and feel everything that’s in my mind, body, heart and soul rush together to the very centre of my pelvis… My breathing becoming shallow and louder… Sir, your response: “That is my intention” My cunt almost paining as it throbs… The very thought of that reply nearly causing me to completely loose my self control….. I slow down my finger on my clit… Circling myself slowly so slowly… Light and gentle… Over and over… My clit throbbing slightly from being so close…. Then I stop… I can feel my heart pounding… My body hot from need yet cold from sweat… Breathing heavily I lie there and wonder at it all… This need that you Sir, have awoken but can’t fulfill right now… I can’t keep it dormant it needs to be explored now… I open my eyes and blink in the darkness… My body trembling with desire… I turn on my side and imagine you there next to me right now… My voice husky from slumber I whisper loudly “Hurry for me My Sir” I switch my light on and climb slowly out of bed… I look at my clock 4:00am. Going to the bathroom I insert my balls…. This morning I choose to feel like a woman who’s being held, I take my thick fluffy pink gown and wrap it around my naked body…. I then go into the cold of the dark morning to ramble. My Sir What have you awoken in me? Your silence Sir is deafening… Your command becoming quieter… Yet I burn and yearn even more… Sir you have brought wonders to my life but sadness in my soul. Yearning to be commanded by you again…. Your first real test of my submission comes to mind… The memory of it still sweet in my mind… Seduce Angelique….. The command I will never forget… Yet the words of the mail I cannot recall….. I close my eyes and smile… My heart heavy, yet somehow free…. Your promises… Forgotten… I don’t read your mails anymore… No Sir…. How can a silent person command a wild heart… I read other sir’s mails now… You opened the door to your wonders… I didn’t know then what I wanted… But you showed me what I deserved… In my quest for rambles I have found me…. Sir J… Im learning more about myself because of you… This door you opened has awakened the very woman in me… I have no regrets… Everything you promised me … I have received… Thank you Sir… You have changed my life… I have embraced my sexuality through you and now I find no shame in the love of sex, fantasy and eroticism … I hide myself no more… Because of you I have become a butterfly… The very part of me I hid away is where where my beauty lays… When you showed me your world and we spoke… I told you my fantasies… My wants and desires… You read my stories…. My darkest secret you hold dear.. Not once once did you judge me… No… You praised everything I found bad… Through your command and love I found my freedom… Through my camera lens I saw my own beauty again… Your commands pushed me past my insecurities… You found every photo I took for you beautiful, always loving the photo I hated the most… My scars and stretch marks you found sexy… You made me look at the woman you would see when we met… And she is beautiful… The very confidence I have is because of you… Your collar My Sir J… You have given me more than a collar… you have given me life… Our paths fated to cross…but destiny kept us apart… I think again to your test… The one for reward… A call when I seduced my best friend Angelique. We were on her game farm beginning of lockdown and you knew we had been a little more than friends … Oh what a night that was Sir… The sheer force of that lustful night with Angelique taking my very breath away… I come out of my dream world and look around… It’s not dark anymore… The sun is bragging this morning… The sky an array of pinks and oranges… The sight taking my breath away… My favorite time of day… The reason I rise 4am every morning… To watch my favorite love story… This morning is extra special… The moon is still visible in the sun’s rising glow… The lovers are having a rare tryst… I say the quote from my favorite story… “The sun so loved the moon, he died every night just so she can shine” We Sir are like my favorite lovers… Perfect but destined to never meet… Today My Sir I have a date….. He calls me Baby Girl…. A Daddy Dominant, Sir…. I’m so excited….