MY SIR J THE INTRODUCTION My life is ...Absolutely Fabulous I have everything a girl wants... But I want it all... I want MY promises fulfilled and if it means I must cross the very borderline of fantasy that I write about, then I will... Alone ... Without you.... But my weapon will be my pen and you will read about every lost First Time, even the mails you sent promising them... You will feel what I feel. I’m a Submissive or at least I think I am. I’m on my journey of sexual awakening.... For 50 days I have been trained as a Submissive by My Sir J... But we have never met!!!!! This is the first of my intimate ramblings to My Sir J. “I’m waiting for you Sir, just like I said”... “You have my heart and you have my soul”... But my mind and body… “No” Not yet MY SIR J RAMBLING 1 Saturday started much like the rest of the days before, but this day was.... This day was different. As I lay in bed, I let my hands roam my body like they do every morning. I close my eyes and just forget YOU ... Taking my hands lower I start playing with my already wet cunt. My fingers finding my clit I started rubbing it gently till it started swelling with pride. Moving my fingers lower I push a finger inside my now very hot and wet opening. Then another, restless for something more.... I carried on touching and stroking myself till right before I reached orgasm... Then I stopped as I always do and have done for years... As my breathing settled I climbed out of bed and inserted my Chinese balls like I do religiously every morning.... To keep me stimulated Wet and tight ..... I wear them every waking moment. It’s how I am able to write... I put my red silk gown on and picked up my phone... I’m a very horny Submissive who has been dominated via e-mail by My Sir J… and….. well it’s not easy to stick to the rules when you are ME.... Firstly I’m heartbroken and confused by e-mails I received during the night, thus causing the very essence of belief in me to vanish... making me vulnerable... I’m also an erotic author that keeps herself horny all the time without orgasm so as to better imagine my stories... I’m a walking time bomb right now. It’s been a while since I have felt a man’s hands on me, let alone his cock invading my most secret of places... I was sexually restless this morning and had no inspiration to write ... Even if I clenched my cunt muscles around the balls, which normally felt wonderful, even then I couldn’t find the words to write. I picked up my phone and decided to sex chat a very sexy couple who I had been talking to and getting to know during lockdown. I had met them on a swingers heaven, the same place I met YOU- My Sir J. The WhatsApp chat started mild but soon I had worked my horny magic through my pen and got us all three so horny, that we thought fuck the playing, we want to at least see what the other looked like... I suggested we go shopping at the same shopping centre and from a distance we can chat and meet... The plan was brilliant. And well, didn’t break any laws... Ivan knew from our chats that I was Submissive and lucky me, he was a Dominant, but not to Stacy his wife. We had only been talking for two days as such and they knew not of the heartbreak in my life... So like a true Dominant and armed with that knowledge he took advantage of my (willing, horny, Submissive, erotic author, kinky bitch) heart (although a broken one )..... He commanded me this cold Saturday morning to wear a short dress with no panties Sir J? I felt life in my heart. I was so excited and feeling like a rebel without a master. I replied..... “YES SIR” As I got dressed I looked again at their profile and private albums on SH(swingers heaven). God Stacy was a stunner and how I loved my woman.. Ivan was just as handsome and looked to be well hung but you know images can be rather deceiving. Breathlessly I inserted my balls again without panties taking care to stop them from falling out . Thank God for years of practice and sheer muscle control. I put on brown leather knee high boots and my blue short winter dress with beautiful flowers all over. It was new and fresh off the catwalk and ready for SA winters.... My life was absolutely fabulous and my mind was working again... Nervously I looked myself over and hoped I would be what they were looking for because Sir J and I had spent many an e-mail fantasising about them... Finally I left home and started on my way to well... Becoming an empowered woman. At the shop I met Ivan and Stacy and all I can say is they were as sexy as I imagined... Your typical high school sweethearts.... We grabbed trolleys and entered the shop. Sir J, it was as if fate itself had come down to give me the chance of the most amazing real life experience. And because it was MY SIR J that got it started... By fuck I was going to end it MY WAY just for MY pleasure. I knew in that moment I would make sure YOU knew through this story exactly what YOU had, or still can have.... Because, well I am exactly as you would imagine SIR J, perhaps even beyond your wildest dreams… The picture I painted was every bit the truth and not ramblings... I know you may be confused reading this, but this story is really an intimate rambling to a single reader.... YOU I am a Submissive without a hand on her collar and I’m wild and free... After strolling through the aisles shopping together for at least an hour we were all a bit flustered ... Ivan then decided to make the first move.. in the middle of the aisle he puts his hand under my dress and feels if I had obeyed... The lady in me nearly died but the Submissive stood proud... Nearly losing my balls I moved away, blushing but proud .... I said I had to pay and would chat again in the car park. With difficulty I walked to my car which was parked far away..... Going to my car to drop my groceries off I climbed into the driver’s side and touched my very, very wet cunt, so frustrated... Removing my balls I placed them in my Burberry bag and went to find Ivan and Stacy. Shopping wasn’t done and they had to drive to another shop... I needed cannelloni pasta for dinner so we were all driving to the same shop, what were the chances of that... Stacy being the silent devil she is suggested I leave my car and drive with them.. She opened the door for me and I thought what the hell... why not.. But being me I cheekily said “ Sir Ivan must please sit in the back so I’m not lonely”. In the back seat the fun started and so did the ideas.. Ivan was a crazy man and made sure he got to feel my wet cunt properly as soon as he slid beside me, with the door not even closed yet.... He was always telling his beautiful Stacy what he was touching and how wet I was… I wondered at this woman whose name he whispered with such passion whilst feeling my tight cunt, the look in his eyes only acknowledging her... My cunt responded immediately to the story I had before me and the realisation that this was the start, but possibly the end. Thanks to Sir J, I now had reason to complete every fantasy he promised to me… and until I am told to stop waiting MY SIR J, a reason to continue giving away all your First Times to the opportunities.... And so I will continue until you come claim me personally with your promised collar. And by the way Sir my favourite flowers are orchids. Find me black ones when and if you come because Sir I’m worth more than just a black rose. You have some explaining to do Sir...... This Sir is going to be the first of many adventures you will read about.... I couldn’t stop looking at the rear view mirror I was looking at Stacy and the newest of blue angel eyes that you can imagine ... and by now totally mesmerised by the pure lust I saw radiating from them. After Ivan had a good feel of my now very, very, very tight wet cunt he removed his fingers and then took them to his mouth to taste me... I nearly came right there and then. I looked around to see if we were being watched. I’m actually a very shy person and in public I try keep this perfect face that you wouldn’t associate with someone who is an erotic writer… I’m a lady first. I’m also the little girl that needs her Dominant and Daddy…. I seldom allowed the writer in me to shine outside my books. I needed to put all the research that took me years of pain to achieve to good use ... I needed to put some reality as such into what I write about... Driving off, Stacy couldn’t keep her eyes off us and as I watched her in the mirror our eyes met. I looked into her eyes and slipping my hand in pants and touched a very large cock.... I had seen the outline in his jeans in the aisles of the shop and secretly hoped it was smaller... I couldn’t believe what I was feeling.. His cock was huge... My hand couldn’t close round him... He felt enormous in my small hands... Just then Stacy announced our arrival at the shop. Well, we managed to finish our shopping and I’m sure we looked the trio behind our masks as we laughed and joked... even the tomatoes blushing at what was being said in our whispers... All of us lost in the other’s eyes... Green staring into blues.... Lockdown forgotten.... The first taste of forbidden fruit is always the sweetest and we both knew what I tasted like... We couldn’t deny the very fantasies that I myself wove for them... So the plan was made... Stacy would drive first whilst I tried to suck Ivan’s enormous cock and after that she would change places with him... We started driving and Ivan released his cock for me to see... It was beautiful.. Kneeling on the seat I went to work devouring his cock like the starved woman I was ... Sucking him with everything I would have given to YOU... My tongue making spirals around the head of his cock... Sucking him as far as I could I wrapped his cock in my hands, trying to stop him choking me with his size while we drove... “Stacy babe she can really suck “ I hear Ivan saying in the most loving, lustful, sex crazed voice I had heard coming from him yet and I knew I was going to get fucked today.... His hands were all over me and at that moment I didn’t care who saw us... Not even stopping when we were warned about passing cars... After driving around for a while Stacy announced we needed petrol so we straightened up and tried to behave... The attendant opened the hood of the car to check the oil as asked and Ivan decided to test just how submissive I was. He opened my legs wide and started playing with me in full view of anyone close enough... No panties on and exposed I acted like a whore... I opened my legs wider... He really started fucking my swollen noisy cunt with his fingers.... The petrol attendant was watching through the gap at the window. Taking his time he watched with lustful eyes getting a good view, Ivan never taking his eyes off my green ones once. The attendant made sure I knew he saw us when driving away.... Ivan must have known this would happen. I was battling to hold it together from the sheer erotic situation that I was in... I was this couple’s sex slave and we had just met... And I was just allowing them to do with me as YOU would have... Hormones high in the car, we decided to take a dirt road and see where it went... Stacy swearing in sexual frustration, we had company to the left and should duck down again , this reminding us we were in lockdown. Once we found a place we deemed safe from the COVID police and prying eyes we stopped... Ivan was going to swap places with Stacy now and keep watch for us... Stacy didn’t take long to get her jeans off and presented the sweetest shaven pussy to me. I could see she was a natural blonde from the light golden stubble that had formed … She lay back on the seat after passionately kissing me and guided my head to where she wanted it... My ass was out of the now open door and exposed to the elements and Ivan’s eyes... My cunt clenched at the idea... I went down on Stacy and tasted her... She was so wet and horny... I could smell her as I lowered my face to her cunt. She was aroused and smelt like honey to me... I licked her cunt from the bottom of her slit to the top getting a really good taste of the sweetest cunt I have ever had, or possibly will. As my tongue found her clit I started flicking it... up and down and up and down.. swirling the top of my tongue around it every now and again. Stacy started coming undone in moments around my tongue and I was totally lost... In passion she looks up at Ivan, who up to now was just watching us, stroking his amazing cock. She tells him in the most commanding voice... “fuck her!”... I move my ass and whisper “OH GOD YES”. I carried on lapping her clit as she ground herself harder into my tongue... Ivan came up behind me with his huge cock and grabbed my hips burying that monster all the way into me in one single motion... I have never quite been taken so completely by anyone... It felt like I was going to split in half... He was so big and you could feel every inch of it everywhere... I wear Chinese balls daily ... and I hadn’t been fucked in months. My cunt was tighter than tight... He fucked me like an animal... Pounding so deep into me and then pulling out....ramming me again and again and again in glorious pleasure... My cunt was being filled by this amazing looking man who had a cock like I have never experienced before and it was so empowering... I carried on my assault of Stacy’s cunt with my mouth allowing the motions of Ivan’s hips to determine the speed of my tongue over her swollen big clit... Stacy started cumming first.... Her hips thrusting and her pussy grinding my face... Exploding around my tongue she ejaculated her sweet juices, filling my mouth with her very essence and causing me to go over the edge myself. My cunt muscles started going crazy from the spasms and I could feel Ivan’s cock fighting for entry as my muscles pushed him out. He was relentless and it paid off.. I could feel His cock pulsing inside me. In unison we were all having an orgasm right there in the middle of nowhere. Ivan held my hips fast as he finished cumming. My cunt feeling empty as he pulled out of me... After we all cleaned the juices from ourselves I then cleaned the mess I left on the black leather seats from my orgasm with a jasmine scented wet wipe... I couldn’t believe I had squirted from only penetration... Straightening up we started our journey back. Just in time as we were nearly caught by cyclists who were also breaking the lockdown law... We arrived back at my car all of us high on the pheromones in our systems. Stacy not ready to send me on my way yet...says recklessly “Come have a wine with us”... So I agreed . The day was turning into something after all and it wasn’t over yet… And if I took the looks in their eyes as any indication.... To make this long story short the wine was awesome but I had to leave, it was lockdown and there was curfew... Stacy grabbed me in their room after luring me there to see her Siamese pussy cat and asked me to spend the night and have a braai with them. She also said we wouldn’t be sleeping.. After some serious reshuffling of my arrangements I managed to agree... Behaving ourselves like adults till after dinner, Stacy couldn’t hold in anymore and demanded her bed so she could get naked and have desert ... Once there she got naked and she took my breath away... Ivan forgotten, I kept looking at her... After I took my dress and brassiere off Stacy showed me my first true bisexual experience... She lay me on that bed and worshipped me all over with her mouth ... Teasing me till the very end... Never had a woman’s tongue done to me what hers was doing... She worked my cunt like an angel and I rewarded her with such an intense orgasm I squirted... Loads... And the sweet angel hardly wasted a drop.. A lady never shares all so the rest I’ll keep safely in my mind ... After hours of being taken, used, abused and broken in the most amazing pleasurable way possible by the two of them I couldn’t believe my ears... I thought the night could not possibly bring any more pleasures but I was wrong.. Ivan said there was one place he hadn’t owned properly as he was too big and I was yet to succeed ... He wanted to throat fuck me... He lay on the floor and called me over... Not one to ever say no I went to him and with my ass facing him I started worshipping his cock... Working my hand down his cock I sucked him taking him as far back as I could then doing it again, this time without my hand. My throat slowly giving in to the large width of his mushroomed cock head... Spanking my ass hard and impatiently. In protest the head of his cock still strained to enter. It was then that his dominant side really came out... I took his cock as far as I could and he roughly grabbed my head and started forcing it in… My eyes watered and my lungs complained but eventually his cock penetrated my tight throat. I went wild with excitement making the most sensual noises, my juices running down my legs, all of this encouraging him even more. He started fucking my throat still holding my head... Leaving his cock longer and longer in my throat... Like an animal he went wild and forcefully buried his huge cock all the way down my throat forcing me to take all his length in... My lips strained at his size and I could feel the base of his cock right against them. I silently started orgasming... My body went limp from sheer pleasure and I was tingling all over... Closing my eyes I just gave in and fell into nothingness, my submissive mind finally reaching sub space. Lifting his ass off the floor he then wrapped my long black curly hair tightly around his hand holding my head in place. His hips started moving as he started fucking my throat deeper than I had ever taken. The world started going black as my oxygen became less. In the throes of an orgasm I started floating whilst he carried on fucking my throat. I was halfway though the most intense sub space orgasm of my life when my body protested... I vomited all over him... After a shower the games continued with my ass being totally owned by Sir Ivan ... Over and over again without warning or lube. This time though he knew I would obey anything. He made me his whore in every orifice I had to offer with his enormous cock. But still I wasn’t truly owned.... Not yet at least... The two of them were relentless and eventually at 3am Sir Ivan finally cumming, blowing his load sky high. His cum showering down on all three our naked bodies like raindrops from heaven as we lay panting on the bed... We finally fell asleep in a bed that was soaked from the amount of orgasms that were had .... And I was of course in the middle. At 5 am the alarm went off and I had to get ready to go home. It was Mother’s Day and I am a mom... With promises of another glorious night I said goodbye and drove into the dark morning with my boots in my hand and one sock on... The smile on my face a sure sign of a lady well fucked... Once home I bathed and climbed naked between the sheets... My body sated. My cunt and ass sore and swollen. My throat tender when I swallowed. I felt like a woman fucked. But lying here naked your name is like a picture going around in my head... Going over and over .... I close my eyes, your sweet French voice an echo in my ears... Call me YOURS one last time I pray .... I start touching my already swollen cunt. I need to forget but I can’t. I don’t want to, it’s just too real to me.... I carry on stroking my swollen and bruised clit.. Ever so gently... I bring myself to the first bitter sweet orgasm I have allowed myself in years... My let my tears flow. Waking the with the sun streaming through my window I look at the phone I had forgotten in my hand. My heart heavy I see no mail, it’s then I see it... I Look a second time in confusion at my phone and then my room wondering where I was... The time on my phone read 12:15 May the 9th Saturday Saturday Saturday Sir J I have a talent and it’s my weapon ... Oh yes I’m an erotic author and this is only the first in my series of letters to YOU.... My mind already alive with the possibilities.... Smiling I close my eyes... “Good morning My Sir J”. It’s a glorious day today and this day I know.... I know.... I know..... Touching myself... My hands start roaming all over my sexually flustered body and ...... I start my Saturday as I start every day....