As the brutal winds of the winter cold blows outside I cant help but think that winter is this mythical monster that freezes everything in its wake… But I think to myself and pause for a brief moment, the real monster is within. We have become accustomed to living a life without moments, our souls intertwined into a digital realm of numbness. We have made our new reality here, we have lost touch with how it feels like to...

I have seen the moon shine bright on a starry night, I have seen the sun burn away the rain after a brazen storm. I have cried for freedom and I have begged to be held, I have felt what it is to be happy, I have cried to feel the sadness that can break you apart. I have hated the truth, and sought for the comfortable lie! I have known anxiety when I had no way out, I have seen peace with a way in. I have never had anyone...

It's 3 a.m, Im awake again. They say that this is the time when the veil between our world and the next is at its thinnest. I'm starting to believe it's when she misses me. It's the time she wants me close, so she wakes me every morning at this time. Star-crossed lovers, maybe my soul is older than I think. Reincarnation can sometimes do this. Confuse us like it's supposed to do; my sexuality peaks; maybe she's smiling be...

I pulled up to the service station off the highway just as it was getting dark. The trip from my cabin was uneventful, even if it was -30 outside. The roads were icy in spots but, overall, not too bad. I jumped out of my truck, prepaid at the pump, and started filling the tank. The wind had picked up since the morning, and it felt like -45. The bright side of it all was that Amy was working tonight. That thought alone kep...

Sometime around January 2020, there was this young beautiful that came back to my neighborhood before the lockdown got serious; her name is June. June and I attended the same high, I had a crush on her, but was to shy to let her know how I felt. June is a brunette, she wore glasses and she still does. Fuck! I have a thing for girls that wear glasses. She lived in the house next door and I saw her every day. I'd see her fr...